It really can mess with your self esteem and self worth when in 10 years, you can't find anybody interested. I sm on a few different other sites and have no luck their either. I am not even sure if this is an appropriate site to list this desire. Either they are not my type, or they live in another country, or are already in a relationship, or don't want a relationship, or I am not there type. My whole adult life I have been looking for my Cigar dream man. I have not been with another man in over 10 years. Like a type of love that being without the other one, you may not feel complete. Someone who is verbally positive reinforcing and a verbally positive giver of being able to make one feel uplifted as I would do the same for my man! I am looking for a man who would love for me to do whatever I could to make him feel like he was one of the most special persons on the planet!! I would like for each other to make the other feel wanted, needed. A man who is aggressive but not in too much of a demanding way or like a strict bossy Master type with a list of requirements or a lists of tasks that I am required to do.
I would like someone who is a little more Dominant, but will still want my input or opinion. But am a submissive pleaser in the bedroom. Someone who is very loving, very affectionate, who is also a nurturing type. Someone who would be very interested in me and was aggressive in pursuing me. I am looking for a man who is also very serious about wanting a relationship. Am trying to collect a larger amount of leather gear. Is a huge plus!! I collect cowboy boots and have a pair of knee high Wesco Engineer boots and have an NYPD Motorcop uniform with cop gloves and Dehners. At least 5'11" and taller if you're wearing boots. If I could find a man who is like myself, who is part Cowboy and part Leatherman and who was a Daddy, it would be a dream come true!! I'm 6'3" and weigh 189 lbs.
I am looking for a somewhat tall, Top, Cigar smoking, either Daddy type, or Leatherman, or Cowboy. I would love it if it turned him on to smoke his Cigar and took big pulls off his Cigar and fed me or we swap the smoke while deep kissing!! That is one of my most favorite things in the world to do! I then fantasize about him taking me and putting me in his sling and having his way with me while still feeding/swapping smoke. I am a man of integrity, honesty, loyalty, giving, caring, kind, commitment, and so much more! I have so much inside of me to give! I want to find a man that can communicate and is just as serious and genuine about wanting this as much as I do! I want to find a man that would like to kick back and smoke his Cigar while I orally worship his little above average piece of manhood.
But I am very serious and am being truly, sincerely, and very genuine when I say that I am looking for a very serious, loving LTR. Please keep reading if interested!!I know this is very long.
Harley Riding Cigar Smoking Tatted Leather Cowboy